Girl Crush: Baifern Pimchanok

I don't usually go fangirling over someone. I'm not even sure I used the term correctly. Buuut...

Since my discovery, I can't stop obsessing over a girl with a name I try not to think, speak, or mention in any way. Well except for the post tile. It may be weird that I am distancing myself over these unnecessary feelings. But then again, I did say they're UNNECESSARY; so prolly not that weird.

I have nothing against people who go crazy about their celebrities; but it's a personal (my) choice not to. It is personal. VERY. But to explain in a word. INSECURE. So go guess the whole story (I lose self-confidence and those kind of loser stuff. I bully myself too much.). But I think of it in a medical sort of way; like isn't it unhealthy to go beyond liking someone? It is for me. I sorta think. One, I lose myself. Two, it becomes unstoppable, which leads me to three, I lose myself. AGAIN.

That is probably also the reason why I chose not to go on board* with the K-Pop generation?wave? or something. Those girls are too pretty; very VERY pretty and hot (ok that made me sound a creep). Anyway. It's a long (and again PERSONAL!) story but to make it short, I weighed a normal 90lbs before, and well as of date, two years and two babies later, I'm 170 probably.

Anyway. Blaaaarggggh... /wrist

So... BAIFERN PIMCHANOK. YEAH! Go google her photos. I VERY strongly recommend you search for her photos; she's one hellafa girl! Ok ok. Here's proof. Just a photo. Or two.


* Ok. I do go out with a made up face to look Jap or Korean. I made some research! And that's a totally different related situation.